This past month has been very stressful and emotional for
me, being that i am a very sensitive person
that didnt help me at all either. I have realized that with all that I am
trying to do before leaving to Africa
is a little overwhelming along with just moving out of my place back in with my
parents and having to deal with roomate stuff. LORD PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!! its
very difficult to do all that stuff that is invovled
with rent/ cleaning and such…….so if you ever need any infomation about
what to expect please contact me and I will be more than happy to share with
you my experiences. Thats not all that has been on my mind, I work at
nordstroms and it is very interesting job, i say that because its not a place i
would normally work but I love people and thats where they are and i get
to help them, but the materialistic environment is slowing killing my spirit
but I pray that GOD just uses me for his good and he does… Lord
I pray for the desires of your heart and sure enough everyday the LORD blesses
me.
I had 3 days off this past week, I decided to drive 4
hours away from anchorage to a place called GlennAllen,LOL who knows it might
not even be on the map of Alaska.
I left here around Midnight and i arrived at a road closed sign from about 230
am – 600am that was quite a stop.I ended up sleeping in my car awesome
experience
I thought a lot to myself and I prayed and talked to GOD and thats when
it dawned on me that this is someones way of living somewhere in the WORLD. I
was complainging and was just wasting away 4 hours and i thought to myself that
there are people out there that live everyday in their cars or outside with
just a blanket.I am blessed to have the things I have.
After those three days off I
happened to get another two days off so I drove another 4 hours away in the
opposite direction to a place called Homer. My most absolute favorite place in ALASkA so if you are
ever visiting then its a must visit place. Anyways I had no plans of what i was
going to do or what i would do…
I arrived on Sunday morning and decided to go to a church where i met great
people. Homer Assembly Of God. I recieved prayer for my trip and left thinking
that my plans to go might have just been for the experience but the LORDS plans
may have just been for that prayer.
I then stayed there for a few hours and decided to drive back home…… well
when you are in the middle of know where then your radio doesnt work so I
prayed and talked to GOD for a few hours off and on and it was amazing. I truly
believe that GOD wanted me to leave Anchorage
and take my mind off of the things that were hurting me to spend more time
alone with my DADDY. where I was being edified and growing spiritual all the
way home. THANK YOU FATHER 2-5:7 ” we live by faith not sight” that
verse is a verse that I am standing on when it come to my life.
